I keep having nightmares about Michael

I keep dreaming that I work for him and he rapes me over and over again in each dream. He keeps telling me that Im his bitch and he owns me. I dont know what to do.. Im afraid to go to sleep. I just want them to stop.. In the dreams he gets so angry. If I obey what he says in the dream he calls me things like "well behaved" and if I try to stop him he hits me and calls "a very disobedient girl" or a "disrespectful little bitch"and he keeps choking me and I can feel hands around my neck and I feel other things that are too gruesome to talk about. The dreams always take place in either the HIStory era or the Invincibole/Daddy Mike era. Help me!

OMG! Me too! I think something must be terribly wrong for us to be having rape-nightmares about him. Mines are a little different then yours though. Its like I want him but he is too rough for me to handle and spanks me hard. No matter how many times I yell he ignores me. He pulls my hair and goes so deep I feel everything the next morning and wake up in tears. There is something going on either to him spirtually or here on earth.... Im taking this as a premontion

Me too... Im sorry your going through that but Im glad Im not alone. I told some people at the mjifc.com but they keep saying that I shouldnt be so worked up cuz MJ isnt like that. I inow he isnt but I would llove support! Im here for you if you need it

I don't think anybody hasn't had those kinds of dreams about Mike. I think It's normal and for a while I was experiencing the same thing except for it was around the Thriller Era/Victory Era. We were on our first date as a couple and he tried to kiss me and I refused(I don't kiss on the first date, NOR do I kiss and TELL),he grabbed me and told me that nobody EVER refused him and he forcibly kissed me and then he took my clothes off and raped me BRUTALLY, and banged my head up against the car door over and over.I don't feel it the next day but I definitely feel it while it's happening. I'm sorry that you feel that way. But it gets better, trust me. You two girls have nothing to worry about. If your nightmares go away but then come back, maybe you should tell someone, like your mother or something. I told my therapist but I have other problems, so it was easy to get to him. But I also told my mother and she helped A LOT! So try telling someone that could help you. I can if you still need it.

Oh my gosh....

I'm kinda speechless right now after reading this but I know what all of you are going thru.
I think all of us have probably had a dream like this before but that doesnt make it any easier to hear about this stuff happening :'(

I know this post was made a really long time ago but if anyone needs to talk I'M here too *hugs*

Awwww thanks! I was reading all the unread posts and came across this one. The next time you're on, we should chat sometime.

LovinHym4Eva are u referring to me or someone else?

LOL great sig by the way XD

I was referring to you, silly goose!

Thanks!

Oh! Lol um yeah we can talk if u'd like

Do u have a facebook?

I know that these were posted a long time ago, but aww... that stinks for you guys! At the same time though, I'm glad I wasn't going crazy around that time, because I was having the EXACT same problem. I'd be having a great time with Michael, kissing, hugging, talking, laughing. And then he'd start going a little further than I wanted (I'm 100% MJ perv, but I've been brought up to believe that sex is only okay after marriage) and I would try to get him to stop. He slammed me against the bed and forcefully ripped off my clothes, all the while kissing me roughly. He went in so far that my subconscious made me feel the pain the next morning. There must have been something serious going on that disrupted his soul during that period, like BadAngelness said. Michael would never be like that if things were going fine.